because of Alex coming home and the tour starting in 3 days, Harry and I decided to bake some cookies, a cake and some cupcakes of course, to celebrate...us, I guess. Our friendships. It was only 10:00am and the others were off to the store to buy some things for the tour and stuff. I was wearing this:
We had finished baking all the chocolate chip cookies and had the cake was cooling as we started the cupcakes. "Here, let me show you how 'THE MASTER' cracks eggs my lady" Harry said in a funny accent. What he did next though made me blush UNCONTROLLABLY. he came up behind me so that my back was pressed up against his chest while he slipped his hands over mine, guiding my hands. While he did this he rested his chin in the crook of my neck. I kept giggling because his curls brushed up against me neck a few times. "And there you go, perfectly cracked eggs" he said while breaking our hold I loved so much. "You're so weird!" I said "Oh, these cupcakes smell soo good! I love cupcakes! Who doesn't?" I turned around to see harry going 'but i thought I was your cupcake!' So, I got some cupcake mix from the bowl and wiped the mix on his nose and a little on his cheek. "Oh. no. you. DIDN'T!" he yelled before starting to chase me around the house. We ran around the house for a few minutes before Harry got tired. I was a runner, I ran everyday so I was fine... unlike Harry who was heavily breathing heavily at the other end of the hallway. "YOU CAN'T CATCH ME STYLES!" He caught me by surprise as he suddenly as he sprinted over to me, picking me up from behind, engulfing me in his arms while he spun me around, laughing uncontrollably. I loved this boy. I really did. He was so playful, sweet...real. I could just be myself with him, i felt safe. Safety is all I ever felt with him. "The cupcakes!" he yelled, putting me down. We both ran into the kitchen to get them out. He pulled them out as I stood in the doorway. 'Perfect' he said. "What ?The cupcakes? They came out good?" I asked him. "Well, yes, but YOU are perfect" he said. I was in shock. I never thought in a million years Harry, THE Harry Styles would like me back... ever. I felt a million feelings at once, I wanted to run, jump, smile, scream, cry, laugh. I didn't know what to do...so, i chose the worst possible option... I stood there like an idiot with my mouth hanging open. He approached me, coming closer and closer. I stayed paralized in the doorway of the kitchen. he both his hands on either side of my hips. "You're perfect" he whispered again, into my ear this time. I could feel his warm breathe on my neck causing my breathing to stop for a moment. i stood there, like an idiot. Not moving a muscle. My arms were stiff at my sides. I opened my mouth, but no words came out. Before I could say anything I heard an Irish accent yell "WE'RE HOME!" Harry quickly stepped away from me and continued icing the cupcakes. "We made deserts" harry called out, he glanced at me but I diverted my gaze. Suddenly my shoes became very interesting... They all ran in. "YaY!" niall yelled. "FOOD" Alex chimed in. She quickly stole 2 cookies off of the cooling rack and gave one to Niall, putting the other one in her own mouth. "Hey, they're for later Alex! Niall! You too?" Harry said. "Oops.." They said in unison.
I don't know what to think. I made a move on Paisley and she didn't give me ANY feed back. She just...stood there. Was she DISGUSTED with me? I-I just don't know any more. Maybe I should give her some space. Maybe she hates me now!Crap. good job Harry. You just screwed up your chances with the one girl who could have been perfect for you! She hasn't even looked at me since that happened this afternoon. I told Louis everything and I might have cried.... just a little? He told me he would have Elly talk to her... We were leaving in 2 days... time to pack for the WORLD TOUR