I woke up to Katie and Elly jumping on my bed. I looked over, the clock said it was already 10:00am. "Tonight is the party!!!" They both screamed. I was actually really nervous. I've never been to any big parties. Let alone a party that THE Simon Cowell was hosting! I'm actually very out going person. Never really shy. I don't know. I guess Niall made me feel safe and I was nervous about that. He gave me these butterflies inside my stomach. Every look he gave me made me explode inside. I kept telling myself it was just because he is famous and I can't believe I'm here but I'm not so sure any more... I think I have genuine feeling for this sweet, funny, blonde, blue eyed Irish boy. he treated me like a princess. I liked it. Jan was nice enough but Niall was something special.The girls screaming made me come back from day dreaming... (i do that a lot...) I got up and went to take a shower. When I came down stairs I had sweat pants and "Nialler" shirt which everyone laughed at. my hair was still really wet and needed to be brushed badly. Harry being the sweet boy he is, went and picked everyone up some Starbucks and muffins. I loved blueberry muffins in the morning! Everyone was talking about how great tonight was going to be. Louis and Elly were trying to think of a prank they could pull on Justin Bieber while Katie and Zayn were talking about how they should do their hair. Liam was talking with Harry and Niall when he asked me if i was okay. I told him I was fine, just a little nervous. After we sat and talked for a while we all went away. Louis took Elly out for a drive in his convertible because he knew Elly loved driving in a car with the tops down. They were so cute together. I saw outside my window Louis opening up Ellys car door and helping her into it. Elly finally found her 'significant other'. Who would have though it would be Louis Tommlinson! Niall knocked on my door before coming in.
Niall: Hey Alex.... come here
he sat on the bed and told me to sit in front of him with my back facing him. i did like he said. I was confused at first but then he grabbed a brush and began combing through my wet wavy hair. No one had done that since my mother died a few years ago. I felt a few warm tears slide down my cheeks. I could feel them as they reached the tip of my nose. I didn't wipe them away because i didn't want to let Niall see me looking weak. I hated crying. I always felt so vulnerable. Like anyone could break me past being fixed. Besides, I cried enough a few years go. Niall started singing "Little Things" as he finished combing my hair. I couldn't keep my tears in any longer so I quickly ran and locked myself in my bathroom. Niall came and knocked on my door. he kept saying things like "Let me in babe" "Don't cry" "we can talk" "Come on love." He was too sweet. I slowly opened the door and walked over to the bed still trying to hide my puffy eyes from his beautiful blue eyes. He sat next to me and rubbed my back. I was shaking from the horrible memories. He picked me up and sat me down closer to him. I layed my head on his chest as I began talking.
Alex: I'm sorry, It's just that no one has ever brushed my hair like that since my mother died a few years ago. She died along with Katies mother. They were driving to have lunch with Ellys mom when a drunk driver ran a red light and slammed into the side of their car. My mum was driving. They both died instantly. I just miss her. I'm sorry. I'm sorry...
Niall: I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I-I just. Wow. That's horrible.
For the next 30 minutes or so, I stayed there in his arms as he sang softly in my ear. His voice was so perfect, so comforting. I felt "home" If that makes any sense at all. A few hours later we all hopped into the car and drove to the party. We were wearing this:
We all hopped out out of the car and walked inside. Everyone was there! It was insane! Justin Timberlake, Kelly Clarkson. Justin Bieber, IT WAS CRAZY! I stayed by Nialls side the whole time. I hope I wasn't irritating him! :( About 10 minutes later Simon came up with a girl behind him. I couldn't see her face though. Simon told us, well, the boys that he loved the idea of them having us girls with them. he offered us a job! We would help them on tours and stuff! I was in charge of helping with the outfits, Katie was in charge of hair and Elly was in charge of sound during rehearsals and stuff! I couldn't believe it! It couldn't get any better until Simon introduced us to the boys new supervisor who would also be staying with them on tours... We all screamed when we saw her face.